THIS I CANT IMAGINE

• Someone having crush on me
• Someone randomly seeing me and thinking that i'm pretty cool
• Someone getting happy cause i text him first
• Someone thinking about me in general
• Someone wondering how i am
• Someone finding me attractive
• Someone doing something to show his first impression
• Someone asking their friend on what to say to me

"You know my name, not my story. You've heard what I've done, not what I've been through. If you were in my shoes, you'd fall the first step"

The Life Diaries on Twitter 

2014

I never understood why even new year (maybe, i just expected much for this) most people said "Happy New Year" in meaning of : New Life, New Story and New New New New. Everything sometimes could be new at the same time even you never understood what's the meaning of "New" in this problem. I recently talk at all. Maybe I like to say 'New Year, you have to begin your story don't let some people try to judge you for tomorrow, and forget a pieces yesterday'

I thought people never (NEVER) understood why every minute of his breathe can make they fell in love. some mistakes are never break up, causes some tragedy that recently can make them fell better for tomorrow and maybe can help the others (those who proper for it). Sometimes you'll never understood why every breathe that taken out from your lungs can make you fell 'I'm better' (you'll be talked like that even you on your most-dangerous part-time), you can say 'I'm okay' (that's why every girl said they'll be fine to hide up their tears), and mostly that you can find in your daily life is like "Whatever" (I think very simple but if you know the true meaning you'll never understood why you stuck at the same time,guy,mood and moment).

Maybe i can make this simple : New isn't mean whatever your appearance your stuff your life and your story is new. New means all of your intention your future your dream that'll be come to you once in your life and you can't pretending you don't have that (all of that kind-dream,intention,and future)

It's freakin' me out cause something happens for some reason(s). Mostly people said that except me. Just stop said "anything happens for some reasons".Cause if you look back at your sentence " some reasons" sometimes  can be replaced by YOU

"YOU'RE LOCKED IN THE MOVIE THEATRE WITH EVERY CRUSH YOU'VE EVER HAD. THE LIGHTS GO DOWN. ON THE SCREEN FLASHES EVERY UGLY SELFIE YOU'VE EVER TAKEN"

Sincerely, Taylor Swift 

read my mind i'm ensurely can't take a deep breath

xoxo